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Mmmmm [04 Mar 2007|09:57pm]
[ mood | content ]

I have a boyfriend who looks damn good when he peeks from behind the wall in a pair of boxers fresh out of the shower...aaaaaaand I love it. ;)

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[17 Nov 2006|02:18am]
Hahahahaha I had totally forgot that I posted that last entry. It's not even true, it was just me and Francisco's friend Jorge who had come up from San Diego messing around because we were making fun of each other for having live journals. Hahahahahaha that's hilarious. Anyway, I realized I have the ugliest left arm in the wordl, but it's my fault. Oh well.
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[11 Nov 2006|04:56am]
Dear Livejournal,
      After a few beers and a couple hits I realized I shouldn't use livejournal anymore.

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Hi eljay...nice to see you again [16 Oct 2006|12:29am]
By the end of all those I'm not going to have any friends because I don't have time for anybody anymore. But I guess that's the life of a stage manager and and editor of a literary magazine. By the end I'll be proud of myself, but pretty damn lonely.
Teodora, Rebecca, and Adrian...I love you guys! Hope your lives are going well. I'll be back, I promise. <3
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[01 Oct 2006|06:52pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I haven't been on here in about about a month. Haven't read anyone's entries or commented on anything. Sorry.  I don't come to you with any exciting stories or anything because I'm not exactly living THE "college life" anymore. Instead I'm getting my stuff together, running around taking care of things like bank accounts, rent, and getting a job and as lame as that may sound, I'm actually liking it. On the weekends I read books that people think I'm reading for some lame class, things like the DSM, but really it's just for fun. I drive up and down California, mostly down to Dos Palos, sometimes to  help out with the campaign to re-elect Mayor Montejano...yeah, my boyfriend's dad. I listen to their stories about the chaos going on there- it's all political. The threats to re-call the city council, the hostile neighbors, being followed by the corrupt police chief, the rumors, and Arthur's inability to go home from school sometimes because there's a billion t.v. news trucks outside his house. Fucking politics. Last weekend we really needed to be together and although at first is was hard being the clinically depressed girlfriend of the son of the mayor who's been going through a bunch of shit, we were okay. It was then that I realized that I wanted my life back and as long as I continue doing what I'm attempting to do, I'll eventually be okay. I don't have very many friends anymore, but that's okay because that just means that the people that are now will be there for a long long time. I'm fine with having a great family, a few close friends, a best friend, and the most amazing boyfriend I could have ever asked for. Maybe saying I'm happy would be the wrong word, maybe opimistic sounds better. There, I'm optimistic about the future and although it has only been 9 days, I know I can get through it. All I need to do is take it one day at a time, so far that strategy has been working. I always end up realizing something new. As a matter of fact, it was yesterday- well, more like this morning when I realized that I was in love. It's wonderful. It really is. :)

We went to a wedding down in Fresno yesterday. It was exciting getting to see him for the second weekend in a row.
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[10 Sep 2006|12:09am]
I LOVE Hannah Montana
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
That's So Raven

(So you could imagine how excited I was about the "That's So Suite Life of Hannah Montana" special!)

Yes, they are all Disney Channel shows and what? :P
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[09 Aug 2006|01:46am]
I deleted that last entry because I realized that it DID sound rather ignorant. Although, I'm just beginning to understand psychology and what goes along with it, I do know better than that. One big issue with this sort of thing is that it is often simplified when it is in fact very complex, so I was just adding to the problem. Really, the post was done on impulse and driven by my own emotional state at the time. So thanks to whoever posted anonymously (whether you're someone who regularly reads my journal or someone completely random who may not even see this post) for making me realize that I can't just go around throwing things around like that. :)
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GUESSSSSS WHAT?!? [04 Jul 2006|12:19pm]
1) I'm finally back from vacation...but I will be leaving again on Friday. At least I'm back in California.

2) I miss you guys and I want to see you!

3) Ummm I guess here's the big one: I decided that I'm taking a year off school (at UCSC anyway) and so the valley will be my home for a long while now. It was soooo difficult at first but hopefully it will turn out for the best. :)


5) My phone works now, so call me, text me...whatever. Just do it!

6) I would wish you a happy fourth of july, but I don't believe in the fourth of july. Yay! Hahahahaha
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[22 Jun 2006|03:24am]
[ mood | sad ]

Yesterday, June 21st, was my cousin Steve's birthday and even after 9 months, I still can't believe he's gone. I remember how exciting it was when I finally turned 18, and it makes me sad to know that he never got to experience what that was like. We had a birthday celebration for him. We had cake and everything...but there was nobody to blow out any candles. Today he would have been graduating from Cleveland. We all would have been out on the bleachers watching him on the football field. I'm pretty sure he would have some kind of scholarship to a great school...I always said that kid could go to whatever college he wanted. After the ceremony we would have all gone down to the field and he would have called me "Val Pal" and give me one of those half hugs he was so well known for. His mom would have made him take pictures with all of his friends, all of the friends that loved him so much. He would have been quiet, but you would have known he was excited to be graduating. Somewhere along the way he would have made us laugh...laugh so hard because he just had that amazing ability. His parents would have been incredibly proud and the family portrait would have been perfect...two kids already graduated from high school, one more to go. But the thing is, that although I wish for nothing more than to have been able to see my cousin in his black cap and gown, holding his diploma, it's absolutelt impossible. Instead all we could do is go visit him and place flowers and balloons next to his picture engraved on his tombstone...wishing him a happy birthday, wherever he may be.

I can't do this anymore. I'll just leave you with some pictures.



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[07 Jun 2006|09:43am]
[ mood | jubilant ]

I have an 8-10 page paper due tomorrow that I haven't even started and I'm not freaking out about it.


Because I'm fucking HAPPY.

That's why.

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I was thinking about it, and... [30 May 2006|07:17pm]
I'm deleting this thing in




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Have I waited too long? [26 May 2006|04:50am]
[ mood | awake ]

No offense to anyone, but I don't keep up with ANYTHING anymore.
No time to make any updates, or at least any that are actually worth something.
I don't realy read many entires anymore, not because it's not that I don't love you all but because I forget to even go on a lot of the time and so it would be cool if you let me know what is going on in your lives the old fashion way.
I don't tend to leave people many comments on myspace anymore...I'm kinda over it...kinda.
Oooo and phone calls...yea, terrible! To be honest, I forget to call people back just like I forget to do a lot of important shit...like term papers...yep, that happened to me once this quarter.
Summer is coming and I hope to see many of you and have tons of fun!

In other news, next year I'm going to be editor of Kresge's literary magazine. Cool, huh?

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[10 May 2006|11:19am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Males have got to be the most useless creatures out there. Period.

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IMPORTANT!!! [09 May 2006|03:59am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I've been playing phone tag with like the world these past coupe days...well, I guess it's just that I haven't been able to return phone calls at convenient times. Soooo...please please please don't be offended if I haven't had a chance to talk to you...in particular Rebecca and Teodora...I love you girls and will talk to you soon!

I have a midterm in roughly 6 hours. I'm fucked. Tomorrow is my super duper hectic day. "Duper" is a cool word.


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[06 May 2006|09:04pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Sooooo...to make a long story short:

♥ I didn't end up going to L.A. after all...long story, don't feel like explaining.

♥ Apparently I fell from the top bunk at my friend's place last night. I'm assuming it hurt, I may have hit my head.

♥ I have a MASSIVE headache that won't go away!!!!

♥ I slipped on a pillow in my room earlier today and I think I pulled something in my arm...it hurts.

♥ I don't know what to do with myself right now...I really don't.

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[03 May 2006|08:35pm]

I think you're a moron.

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Bored and restless [30 Mar 2006|12:32am]
[ mood | so. fucking. bored. ]





I had actually forgotten all about AIM, seeing as how I hadn't used it in a LOOOOOOONG time! So now I'm on it but nobody is talking to me. Ahhhhhh....you can only be on myspace for so long!

I'm probably not going to Taste of Chaos tommorrow night after all because my cousin is a huge flake. Sooooo I'm going to go wait in line to try to get into the Roxy to see NoFX. You know why, because I didn't get on the list! I waited ALLLL day and didn't get on the freakin list! (Fuck you Adrian, for being one of the lucky ones!! And I was the one who told you about it!! What the hell did you tell them?!?) Ok, so anybody like NoFX and wants to come along with me????? It's FREE, and I'll give you a ride!!!

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[12 Mar 2006|03:37pm]
Ask me a question about EACH of the following:

- Friends
- Sex
- Music
- Religion
- Love
- Livejournal

(Then post the same thing in your journal if you want.)

Comments screened, so feel free to ask what you want.
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P.S. [10 Mar 2006|01:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Oh btw, if anybody cares, I got a new cell phone. I'm really bad at remembering to give people my number so please leave your e-mail address or something so I can send you the new number. Hey, at least now I won't have to always rely on phone cards and stuff since I always get reception now. Oh yea, and since I moved into a new apartment, I hyave a new "home" phone number too.

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[07 Mar 2006|08:30pm]
[ mood | busy, should NOT be updating.. ]

Am I like the only one on this planet that did NOT think "Crash" was "OMG, THE GREATEST MOVIE EVER?!?" Geez.

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